BE MY FRIEND .♥

Tuesday, June 07, 2011 5:30:00 PM

Feeling so tired...
Things seem to be piling up...
maybe i like to bite more than i can chew

So would ya be my friend?

Thursday, June 02, 2011 4:28:00 AM

can't sleep

YPSB, YPSB..... thats where i met u... nvr did really notice u till the outing at Plaza Singapura... however didn't get ur name at tt point... figured out your name during the buffet... u asked for a favour the night before that too... u teased me for eating lollipops... called u a diva on the concert night... haha... when i got home, u made me say sorry... its interesting... spent the later half of august talking to u online for relatively long periods of time.

September came along... September holidays... We spent hours talking about anything online... stayed up till 4 am with you... learnt a lot of stuff about you... September and October were the happiest... all my troubles seemed to disappear when i talked to you... you put me at peace within...

October.... so many things i wish to say abt it but i feel it is best left unsaid...

November, which is now... what happened i don't noe... i think it is a bit ironic that at the 100th post, I would be in similar shape as the first few posts...

lol...
so long ago
feels like so recent
maybe i shouldn't have open tt can of worms

I realised what I have missed the most
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Long conversations with u
I miss those days actually more like nights we spent talking abt stuff from the absurd to the life
I doubt u will see this anyway... lol
I still feel tt talking to you kept me sane and happy those days
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But I think its selfish of me to put some more stuff on ur shoulders
But ur still one of the few ppl i really trust
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maybe its because we almost nvr see each other at all in the first place
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maybe its because u are who u are
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someone different, someone special
I don't noe wat to do
I've got so much to say to u
so much to talk abt
maybe now is not the time
maybe
I should wait for a while
Wait for thing to pass
Before saying Hi again

looking at the past again...
seriously cannot slp...
feeling too much
like a retard
its like i was born to hurt myself...
lol

So would ya be my friend?

3:50:00 AM

guess ur probably the only one who might read this

i feel so damn damn damn stupid

but hey we nvr noe wat might have happened but we noe wat happened...

nonetheless i guess i can't forgive myself yet.........

to some extent, i really didn't stop liking u... sort of left a small part with u
problem is i left some more parts with those tt came after u

maybe i should gather all the pieces back???

looking back now...
i remember how proud and happy i was when u were sec 3 and was the drum major

do tell me when and if u see this...

So would ya be my friend?