I Think I'm Starting To Lose It







Sometimes i feel so depressed...
don't noe why...



but i'm definitely not sucidal...




don't think i'm cut out for NS lol...
then again i'm a clerk...
doesn't quite make sense



i seriously think he is pushing his work to me


sick of camp, sick of the idiots
can't say i get well along with the people there
still only a third through...
2/3 more to go




can't wait for alumni practice to start again
got sudden motivation to practice hard
really need to pull my standard up
lol


I pray the jnrs won't tun into another renxian

seriously can't wait for the time to pass faster...
next year seems more promising



i still am quite lost
floundering around hopelessly
haiz
can't quite settle down

Guess all i can do now is continue to suck thumb

I hate the way my life is going


































on to other things...

went for M.A. today...
finally going for a M.R.I.
lol...

Sian...

Despatch tomorrow...
haiz

Shit grows