BE MY FRIEND .♥

Wednesday, November 29, 2006 12:29:00 AM

Wahaha... Today was Band Dinner!!!!!! Congrats and kudos to the ad-hoc... Dinner rocked!!!!!
to lazy to type out the details.... wahahaa... tomorrow then

So would ya be my friend?

Monday, November 27, 2006 11:09:00 PM

I look back to one of my first posts... i asked wat does a marist do when he leaves Maris Stella???
I'm thinking he gets his heart broken

So would ya be my friend?

Sunday, November 26, 2006 11:16:00 PM

My Brain is willing
My Heart says "NO!"
My Emotions are on a roller-coaster
My Logic is sitting in a plain
I'm torn into two
Wat do I do?????

So would ya be my friend?

11:14:00 PM

"How Do I Live"

How do I,
Get through one night without you?
If I had to live without you,
What kind of life would that be?
Oh, I...
I need you in my arms, need you to hold,
You're my world, my heart, my soul,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life,
And tell me now
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There'd be no world left for me.
And I,
Baby I don't know what I would do,
I'd be lost if I lost you,
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything real in my life,
And tell me now,
How do I live without you?
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
Please tell me baby,
How do I go on?
If you ever leave,
Baby you would take away everything,
I need you with me,
Baby don't you know that you're everything,
Good in my life?
And tell me now,
How do I live without you,
I want to know,
How do I breathe without you?
If you ever go,
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I, how do I, oh how do I live?
How do I live without you?
How do I live without you baby?

So would ya be my friend?

6:50:00 PM

"Someone's Watching Over Me"

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me

So would ya be my friend?

12:19:00 AM

Fate/Destiny...
Is it really God's Plan
Or
Is it Man's Excuse
For
His
Mistakes
Errors
And
.
.
.
Failures
?
?
?
?

So would ya be my friend?

12:15:00 AM

So much I want to say
But yet......
I feel it ain't right to say
Not the time
Not the place
Not this way
Not ready
Painful Irony

So would ya be my friend?

12:09:00 AM

Irony... Yes.... YongDe, I noe you tell me stop talking abt Irony but.....

Its Irony, Pure Unadulterated Irony, tt ........
Irony......
Damnit
Irony......

So would ya be my friend?

Saturday, November 25, 2006 12:32:00 AM

Today, went for this dance thingy-wingy with band... the sch want to promote arts, so send all asthetics to watch... -.-... like they should send dance....then we kenna scam 3 ways

Tell us reach at 7:30 when concert start at 8.... make us rush for nothing..
Tell us tixs cost $58 when they only paid $30
Make us buy program booklet if we want to catch some balls...( we nvr buy...)

We also can sue

For the loud music... hurt our ears... we need them for band u noe
for flashing lights... spoil our eyes... we need to read score u noe

In other news...( first gossip ever posted)

A certain Miss was seen slping on a certain Mr's shoulder b4 the dance thingy-wingy.... SCANDELOUS!!!!!!! Also other Mr and Miss were seen together after the concert... i have no idea where this mysterious pair went after the dance thingy-wingy. A check reveal that the pair are not together.....

In other not so scandelous news.... ShiChie and Genevieve were seen leaving the hall halfway during the performance... An interview conducted by Your Truely with ShiChie was quickly arranged... according to the above person, they went to the toilet.... hmmmmm.... We can only wonder wat really happen...

Thats all for scandels today!!!!

Can U breathe Her..... Can U feel Her...... Can U touch Her.... Run! Keep on running!..... Inspiration that is pure..- Quote from the dance thingy-wingy

So would ya be my friend?

Thursday, November 23, 2006 9:03:00 PM

i am a mozilla convert

So would ya be my friend?

Tuesday, November 21, 2006 11:24:00 PM

100th post!!!

This is a good opportunity to reflect abt the year in general, actually more like 11 months. This year has been a roller coaster, with all its highs and lows. I bring away with me many happy memories and mermories that are best left unsaid. This blog was started under a girl's influence and managed to make it all the way to this post thanks to another girl. It's ironic, how this came about and who they are......

First 3 months is now a bit of a blur to me, made bad decisions, walked down wrong paths, made terrible mistakes. However made friends like Fauzi, GuanBo, ZhiLong... Then came along O2... haiz, was it a mistake, i don't noe, i really don't. I wasn't really feeling alright but went ahead. Made couple of mistakes, relatively big ones... felt down for the 2nd term, joined band once again, joined alumni. A.E. was at Victoria Concert Hall, wasn't musically up to standard, however was fun and i enjoyed myself. The June holidays came around... should have studied but didn't. Term 3 started with Mid-Years... Passed it... Then came along YPSB

YPSB, Young People Symphonic Band, what can i say about it... July... hectic month.Did 4 concerts in 3 weeks. Juggled YPSb and Alumni. Got Top Band and Gold in the first ever National Band Competiton. performed in the honor concert and then MSHS concert. Just the night before the MSHS concert, was the YPSB concert....

YPSB, YPSB..... thats where i met u... nvr did really notice u till the outing at Plaza Singapura... however didn't get ur name at tt point... figured out your name during the buffet... u asked for a favour the night before that too... u teased me for eating lollipops... called u a diva on the concert night... haha... when i got home, u made me say srry... its interesting... spent the later half of augest talking to u online for relatively long periods of time.

September came along... September holidays... We spent hours talking about anything online... stayed up till 4 am with you... learnt a lot of stuff about you... September and October were the happiest... all my troubles seemed to dissappear when i talked to you... you put me at peace within... September was also whenn i met Tracy... haha... lol... met her during mugging sessions... if i remembered properly it was she who started the story writing, which became a method of relaxation during the mugging period...

October.... so many things i wish to say abt it but i feel it is best left unsaid... exams... survived only to drop because of mid-years... November, which is now... what happened i don't noe... i think it is a bit ironic that at the 100th post, I would be in similar shape as the first few posts... December is about to roll into town and what's in store for me I don't noe.....

As i looked back on the year, I wonder if i should have done things differently. Maybe it should be a 'yes' or maybe it should be a 'no'...

100th post... should be a happy one... however circumstances dictate that it is not to be...

irony, irony

damnit

missing the old days... when life was simple and there was me and.....

So would ya be my friend?

Monday, November 20, 2006 11:19:00 PM

Post 99

Virgo (Aug 23 - Sep 22)

The Bottom Line
Emotional honesty might shock you today, but it will also drive you forward.
In Detail
You are a fantastic soul, and someone new to your life will help you realize this today -- with undeniable clarity. Their emotional honesty might shock you, but it will also inspire you -- and become a driving force in how you make the next few days count. Forget the little worries that have been buzzing around in the back of your mind. Your future is bright, your path is clear, and you have a heck of a team behind you!

hmmmmmmmmm

no one new appered in my life today cause i was at home all day

I should listen to the last two sentences

I agree with it

Hell Yeah

So would ya be my friend?

11:14:00 PM

Life Juz Likes To Throw Curve Balls At Me

So would ya be my friend?

10:50:00 PM

Was clearing my phone when I found the pictures from the mugger days
arh
those days were so much simpler

Kok drinking his Bandong

Kok Drinking Bandong With his eyes wide open

ShiChie... TskTsk... No Comment

I missed those days,
Made good frens,
Eating lunch and dinner

DjuDju

Free Cup Noodles that I managed to grab during National day Celebrations

Writing stories for Kok
(We need to finish his story!!)

So much has happened since then

So much has changed

Heartbreak

Joy

Fear

Anger

Lostness

Surprises

Aimlessness

Pain

Contentment

Running Away

Wat Happens, Happens for a reason

Must move on

Must Focus

Must get my life in order

Must meet any problems head on

Must WakeUp

Must Make a Difference

The

Irony

That

Wretched

Man

Would

Fall

For

And

Enchanted

Angel

Who

Beautiful

Beyond

Which

Any

Mere

Mortal

Man

Has

Ever

Seen

Irony, Irony

So would ya be my friend?

10:42:00 PM

Spent the past 13- 14 hrs mapling

pushed till 31

thinking tt i'm running away from reality

by spending so much time

mapling

my life is aimless

lost

like a headless chicken

need a guide

So would ya be my friend?

10:30:00 PM

"Girl All The Bad Guys Want"

8 o'clock, Monday night and I'm waitin'
To finally talk to a girl a little cooler than me.
Her name is Nona, she's a rocker with a nose ring,
She wears a two way, but I'm not quite sure what that means.

And when she walks,
All the wind blows and the angels sing.
She doesn't notice me!

Cause she is watchin' wrestling
Creamin' over tough guys Listenin' to rap metal
Turntables in her eyes

It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin' "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want.
She's the girl all the bad guys want!

She likes the Godsmack and I like Agent Orange
Her cd changer's full of singers that are mad at their dad
She says she'd like to score some reefer and a forty

She'll never know that I'm the best that she'll never have
And when she walks,
All the wind blows and the angels sing.
She'll never notice me!

Cause she is watchin' wrestling
Creamin' over tough guys
Listenin' to rap metal
Turntables in her eyes

She likes 'em with a mustache
Racetrack season pass
Drivin' in a Trans-Am
Does a mullet make a man?

It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin' "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want.
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!

There she goes again With fishnets on, and dreadlocks in her hair
She broke my heart,
I wanna be sedated
All I wanted was to see her naked!

Now I am watchin' wrestling
Tryin' to be a tough guy
Listenin' to rap metal
Turntables in my eyes I can't grow a mustache
And I ain't got no season pass
All I got's a moped...moped....moped.....

It's like a bad movie
She is lookin' through me
If you were me, then you'd be
Screamin' "Someone shoot me!"
As I fail miserably,
Tryin' to get the girl all the bad guys want.

She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
(There she goes again)
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
(There she goes again)
She's the girl all the bad guys want!
She's the girl all the bad guys want!

So would ya be my friend?

10:22:00 PM

!Song: Kryptonite

I took a walk around the world to

Ease my troubled mind

I left my body laying somewhere

In the sands of time

I watched the world float to the dark

Side of the moon

I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah

I watched the world float to the

Dark side of the moon

After all I knew it had to be something

To do with you

I really don't mind what happens now and then

As long as you'll be my friend at the end

If I go crazy then will you still

Call me Superman

If I'm alive and well, will you be

There holding my hand

I'll keep you by my side with

My superhuman might

Kryptonite

You called me strong, you called me weak

But your secrets I will keep

You took for granted all the times

I Never let you down

You stumbled in and bumped your head, if

Not for me then you would be dead

I picked you up and put you back

On solid ground

If I go crazy then will you still

Call me Superman

If I'm alive and well will you be

There holding my hand

I'll keep you by my side with my

Superhuman might

Kryptonite

So would ya be my friend?

8:40:00 PM

Think I am hiding from reality

So would ya be my friend?

Saturday, November 18, 2006 11:28:00 PM

I think i have a problem

empty

cold

boredom

empty

So would ya be my friend?

Friday, November 17, 2006 1:10:00 AM

Empty

Cold

Alone

Randomness

Irratic

Not Making Sense

Error

Damnation

Self Destruction

I wonder

Wonder

So would ya be my friend?

Thursday, November 16, 2006 11:09:00 PM

I wonder.....

wonder

wish

wonder

pray

wonder

hope

wonder

snap

wonder

So would ya be my friend?

12:40:00 AM

Y can't i upgrade???

So would ya be my friend?

Monday, November 13, 2006 11:23:00 PM

So, I somehow ended up in charge of creating a new website for the band, its not too bad,i belief i can handle it with my committee that is execpt they don't exactly exist yet, besides annie and jeremy. hopefully "he" doesn't disturb too much.
Well, its sort of nice to finally have a post after like 8 years of being in band. gonna spend tons of time in band, band room. But seriously, i have really almost no experience creating websites, unless u count blogs, but i also mainly tweak my skins with I grab from blogskins.
Gonna have to ask the people if they want a website or a blog, if a website how much do they want to pay.... I think they hear the word 'pay' they want a blog already, but a website is nicer.... think ours is gonna sort of follow the main ideas of the AMKSS Band the website... Heh Heh
I guess that all for now.... lessons again tomorrow... feel like ponning

So would ya be my friend?

Wednesday, November 08, 2006 9:34:00 PM

Hmmmm, tomorrow's OP liao... finally it's almost over. finally....

So would ya be my friend?

Monday, November 06, 2006 11:30:00 PM

Grabbed it from tracy

figured i need something more happy

1. My ex is still: Non-existant
2. I am listening to: the hmm of my computer and the whrling of the fan
3. Maybe I should: Study??
4. I love: This, tt, him, her, it,Haha
6. I don't understand: A lot of stuff
7. I lost: No weight
8. People say: I'm a bit crazy... i hope
9. The meaning of my screen name is: I love u in german, french and italian
10. Love is: Fun, Crazy, Breaks U, Lifts U up, Sweet, Can have a Bitter After-Taste
11. Somewhere: A moron is asleep
12. I will always: eat like very very fast
13. Forever seems: like forever
14. I never ever want to:
15. My cell phone is: Has reached its memory limit
16. When I wake up in the morning: I roll around for a while
17. I get annoyed when: People get on my nerves
18. Parties are: full of good food!
19. My pet(s) is(are): I don't exactly have a pet
20. Kisses are the best when: i don't know!
21. Today I: imagined i killed tonnes of ppl
22. Tomorrow I: OP rehersals
23. I really want: to kill some ppl???
24. Really want to ask: (haha tts for me to noe and for u to find out....)

So would ya be my friend?

11:09:00 PM

U want time???

it ain't happening anytime soon i can tell u tt

it ain't happening

i'm seventeen

leave me alone a bit

i spent the past sixteen years with u all

suddenly i prefer doing things alone

so be it

juz stop trying to make me spend more time with ur

u want

i don't want

so it ain't gonna happen

somemore talk to u....

not happening too

ain't not the time to talk to u

ain't no feel like talking tou all

ain't no want toa talk to u all

wahaha

ain't gonna happen

nope

nah

mostly likely not

...

so u gotta be patient

i'll talk and spend time with ur

in the future

so like wait

patience

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don't push it

So would ya be my friend?

Saturday, November 04, 2006 12:59:00 AM

Feeling its a no???

So would ya be my friend?

Thursday, November 02, 2006 9:25:00 PM

Damnit, Juz Wanna Reach in and Rip It Out....

this so damn sucks

So would ya be my friend?

Wednesday, November 01, 2006 2:16:00 AM

I think I am in way too deep... Paranoia sort of taking over..... i am seriously lost and troubled... wat i want to say, am unable to say.... smth has happened.... don't noe wat don't noe y.... maybe.... i don't noe..... all this uncertianty is chewing away at me , making it hurt, feeling lost, hoping for hope, looking for a light, a path....... want to say but unable to say..... damn all my uncertianties

So would ya be my friend?