No idea but I suddenly feel a sense of aimlessness. I look around me and I see wat is going on and I am greatly troubled. At the present rate the band is going at I am veri afraid of wat 2nd of June will end up like. Most of it we can play decently to me , but there is the lack of togetherness , we are not yet familiar with each other's abilities and styles. We can't even play together on time. Then last week at alumni i was playing first cause some morons didn't come for practice. Was playing invictus and got the sort of duet with flute lah. i tried to play then ah leck like say my tone didn't even sound like a clarinet and i should play like the flutes with the feel and that kind of stuff... But for goodness sake i was the worst clarinetist among the sec 4s , even some of my sec2 juniors at that time were better than me. i noe i should practice more but i juz can't be bother too lazy really too. This will definitely cause a lot of problems for me and i got to correct this fault of mine quickly it has totally come into a habit.
I noe that nyjc band has the potential but i feel that concert was arranged too fast. we haven't even got to noe each other properly, but while there is band camp coming up and that will maybe help solve parts of the problems .
should I really think abt chasing another girl so soon after the last time? The last time almost ruin my 1st 3 months .. i really wonder.. i really do
Maybe I need some help.....

So would ya be my friend?

Yesterdae,got fire drill during gp.... good or o good i am not one to comment..... but it was fun ???? Sort of in a weird i'm melting in the bloody sun kind of way....... spent some time taking pictures.....no idea y my class ppl did that the pic is below


really odd eh my class........

No idea wat to put on the back of my class tee.... plz help....... tag on my board plz thks.......


So would ya be my friend?