Sunday, March 11, 2007 10:51:00 PM

Okok..... I will give ur a long post.....(I hope)... 151th post.... got ppl complain my blog dead.... Chestge's one even worse....

The term in summary : Utter Failure

Failed Maths constantly.... my A1 subjects failing like nuts.... Have Maths, Econs, Physics remedial... bah... only my GP and Chem is my saving grace... At least I've finished with Chinese, E , So HOO-RAH haha... finally got rid of tt subject...
Band wise i'm quite happy, actually I'm at my happiest in Band( It's not wat ur thinking abt ok...) Having fun at band... I would actually still come back for band prac after SYF if only they would allow me, being in band keeps me happy, better than at home or sch... don't noe wat i would do with out band... Need to practice... my parts... my articulations, them bloody runs... tone and air support... Should be able to accomplish all this by SYF... b4 tt there is the MUSE festival on the easter weekend.... Tt would be damn interesting to see how we do... wonder if Mr Neo's prediction will come true.... Juniors' are a good bunch, i have to say, enthu, have a good feeling tt they will be able to cope well...
Sch-wise ain't tt good... sleeping constantly... every lesson will slp... lol... but seriously, they don't captivate my attention, they don't seem to say to me" PAY ATTENTION! STAY AWAKE!"
they don't interested me, bah........... lol... feeling random constantly, constantly abandoning my class to go band room, too much of division in the class, girls on side, guys on the other, both sexes are also split into smaller grps... not quite i hoped for at least band's a better place... great place to slp too...
Block test coming up when term opens again.... hating it... high probability tt maths might fail... the rest have a good chance of passing... hoping i will score a A for Chem... how to do a chem degree if chem cannot score A... orh ya... i messed up my latest spa... LOL... don't noe what to say abt tt...
Been to quite a few concerts this term, Philwinds, AMKSS & Alumni, OPSS & Alumni... been over spending especially this month(close to 2/3 of my allowance in one week, lucky got cny $$)...
ORH YA..... Thank all For Aiding in the Fiasco.... here are some song lyrics

High School Never Ends - Bowling For Soup

Four years you think for sure
Thats all youve got to endure
All the total dicks
All the stuck up chicks
So superficial, so immature
Then when you graduate
You take a look around and say HEY WAIT
This is the same place where I just came from
I thought it was over
Aw that’s just great

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who‘s the best dressed and who‘s having sex,
Who‘s got the money, who gets the honeys,
Who‘s kinda cute and who‘s just a mess
And you still don’t have the right look
And you don’t have the right friends
Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends
High school never ends

Check out the popular kids
You’ll never guess what Jessica did
How did Mary Kate lose all that weight
And Katie had a baby so I guess tom’s straight
And the only thing that matters
Is climbing up that social ladder
Still care about your hair or the car you drive
Doesn’t matter if you’re sixteen or thirty-five

Reese Witherspoon,
She’s the prom queen
Bill Gates,
Captain of the chess team
Jack Black, the clown
Brad Pitt, the cornerback
I’ve seen it all before
I want my money back

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who’s the best dressed and who’s having sex,
Who’s in the clubs, who’s on the drugs,
Who’s throwing up before they digest
And you still don’t have the right look
And you don’t have the right friends
And you’re still listening to the same sh** you did back then
High school never ends

The whole damn world is just as obsessed
With who‘s the best dressed and who‘s having sex,
Who‘s got the money, who gets the honeys,
Who‘s kinda cute and who‘s just a mess
And you still don’t have the right look
And I still have the same three friends
And I’m pretty much the same as I was back then
High school never ends

High school never ends

High school never ends

Here we go again


NEXT

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of which has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

(Chorus)
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isoloated, so motivated
I am certain now that

(Chorus)
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current and let me slip away

(Chorus)
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

NEXT!!!

SUM 41
"In Too Deep"

The faster we're falling,
We're stopping and stalling.
We're running in circles again
Just as things we're looking up
You said it wasn't good enough.
But still we're trying one more time.

Maybe we're just trying to hard.
When really it's closer than it is too far

Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.
Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.
Instead of going under.

Seems like each time
I'm with you I loose my mind,
Because I'm bending over backwards to relate.
It's one thing to complain
But when you're driving me insane
Well then I think it's time that we took a break.

Maybe we're just trying to hard.
When really it's closer than it is too far

Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.
Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.
Instead of going under.
Instead of going under.

I can't sit back and wonder why.
It took so long for this to die.
And I hate it when you fake it.
You can't hide it you might as well embrace it.
So believe me it's not easy.
It seems that something's telling me,

Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.
Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.
Instead of going under.
instead of going under.

instead of going under again.
instead of going under.
instead of going under again.
instead of going under again.

The Last One

"When I Think Of You"
Lee Ryan


Youre my past, my future,
My all, my everything,
My six in the morning when the clock rings
and i open up my eyes to a new day
My Laughs, my frowns
My ups, My downs
Its a feeling that you get when you know that somethings true,
When i think of love i think of you

Im looking at you while your sleeping here beside me,
Oh, mere words cant explain the love i have inside
Its more than just a physical thing, i know
Its something like a spiritual connection
I feel it in my soul heart and mind

The sweetest thing is what you are
From you, I'll never be to far,
Please say forever you will stay beside me

Your beautiful like the colours of the rainbow
Warm heated like the rays of the sun on summer days
All i got to do is look into your eyes to lose myself
Your the substance of my dreams, epitomy of women
The only one i truly call mine

Oohh when i think of love i think of you
Baby i love you, baby i need you.



So would ya be my friend?