This is a good opportunity to reflect abt the year in general, actually more like 11 months. This year has been a roller coaster, with all its highs and lows. I bring away with me many happy memories and mermories that are best left unsaid. This blog was started under a girl's influence and managed to make it all the way to this post thanks to another girl. It's ironic, how this came about and who they are......

First 3 months is now a bit of a blur to me, made bad decisions, walked down wrong paths, made terrible mistakes. However made friends like Fauzi, GuanBo, ZhiLong... Then came along O2... haiz, was it a mistake, i don't noe, i really don't. I wasn't really feeling alright but went ahead. Made couple of mistakes, relatively big ones... felt down for the 2nd term, joined band once again, joined alumni. A.E. was at Victoria Concert Hall, wasn't musically up to standard, however was fun and i enjoyed myself. The June holidays came around... should have studied but didn't. Term 3 started with Mid-Years... Passed it... Then came along YPSB

YPSB, Young People Symphonic Band, what can i say about it... July... hectic month.Did 4 concerts in 3 weeks. Juggled YPSb and Alumni. Got Top Band and Gold in the first ever National Band Competiton. performed in the honor concert and then MSHS concert. Just the night before the MSHS concert, was the YPSB concert....

YPSB, YPSB..... thats where i met u... nvr did really notice u till the outing at Plaza Singapura... however didn't get ur name at tt point... figured out your name during the buffet... u asked for a favour the night before that too... u teased me for eating lollipops... called u a diva on the concert night... haha... when i got home, u made me say srry... its interesting... spent the later half of augest talking to u online for relatively long periods of time.

September came along... September holidays... We spent hours talking about anything online... stayed up till 4 am with you... learnt a lot of stuff about you... September and October were the happiest... all my troubles seemed to dissappear when i talked to you... you put me at peace within... September was also whenn i met Tracy... haha... lol... met her during mugging sessions... if i remembered properly it was she who started the story writing, which became a method of relaxation during the mugging period...

October.... so many things i wish to say abt it but i feel it is best left unsaid... exams... survived only to drop because of mid-years... November, which is now... what happened i don't noe... i think it is a bit ironic that at the 100th post, I would be in similar shape as the first few posts... December is about to roll into town and what's in store for me I don't noe.....

As i looked back on the year, I wonder if i should have done things differently. Maybe it should be a 'yes' or maybe it should be a 'no'...

100th post... should be a happy one... however circumstances dictate that it is not to be...

irony, irony

damnit

missing the old days... when life was simple and there was me and.....