Sunday, October 22, 2006 10:23:00 PM

Damn, can't u juz get off my back. u juz don't trust and believe me don't ya, ya so nag, nag all u want. i learnt how to tune u out long ago. y else do u think i dislike coming home, going out with u, keeping secrets from u??? This sucks ok. I hate this. I noe its important, but for once can u juz shut up. u nag and nag..... plz it don't work anymore.... u most of the time side with him, complian i don't spend enough time with the rest of u. Threatening me ain't gonna get u anywhere, nagging too. so u threaten to take my phone away, betcha tt u will forget when the results come out, like u always do. to me it seems as if u don't trust me, don't trust my judgement, don't believe. ya so u have reasons to doubt me, fine.... do it ur way, nag, nag, nag.
Plz lah, have u ever seen me studying chinese this whole year.... i haven't been studying besides doing the hw she gives me and wat the sch throws at me..... the basic problem is juz don't trust me damnit. plz when have i done anything to plz u. i remeber u saying after she got her PLSE results tt u were disappointed with mine, while on the day i got mine, u say they were ok. Fine, i noe i am the poorest at PSLE, so look at him, going nowhere..... damnit get off my back, yaya u have authorthy given to u...... u ain't doing much good u noe.... let me live my life MY way. let me make my own decisions. u are always the most strict abt me, nvr letting go off me, nvr letting me out when i was in primary sch all the way till sec3, i now feel tt i have been deprived of my childhood... i have no frens left from my primary sch days, ain't so tight with many of my sec sch ppl..... wats the pt of studying so hard when there is no one to stay beside u? now u don't come and say tt i have u... HELL NO.... i don't really want u by my side, i see not much good in it... ur actions over the years have pushed me and pushed me, i always relent... not this time. i'm gonna push back, ya so nag, threaten, blah, blah , blah.... it ain't gonna work, when blow comes to blow we will see who's right...

Damn it so juz get off my back


So would ya be my friend?